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I can always feel the spirit and I can recognize it as one I may have previously experienced, but it'll have a different voice now.
Once possessed, you can feel the spirit and how it actually feels. You don't forget it and you always remember it when it returns.
I used to think this was their downfall in how they prepared such things but they have no way around it but to keep it between them and me, which I sure as hell won't do since I tell all.
I believe wholeheartedly that for some unknown reason, they want people to believe that they're here in great multitudes, when in all actuality, like I said, the ones that are here that talk to humans are but handfuls.
This is why they are not against me posting about such because the more that read it, the more that think there are lots of them, but there aren't. Not that contact humans anyway.
The following is what I had prepared for a questionnaire I once had to fill out in respect to an abduction of mine. Here was my response in respect to the physical pain I experience. It's easier to do a copy/paste than to retype anyway.
PHYSICAL PAIN
There is a gnawing pain, dead center in or on the soft spot of my head in the back. When the pain appears, I experience a lot of nausea and usually always get sick on bile. Sometimes this thing in or on my head stays for months. When it goes off, it is as if I was just given my life back. The pain is always accompanied by the feeling of entities moving around me. And, of course you already know that we converse.
This pain cannot be relieved in any degree by drugs of any kind. I tried two Vicodin and miscellaneous over the counter pain killers and it doesn't budge.
What is real unusual here is that I can, with my mind, go to the spot in my head where the pain is. When I do this, the pain is more intensified. I hope that last sentence makes sense to you because I do not ever remember ever being able to see any part of my body with my mind previous to their first visit in my home in August of 1996. (Do not confuse that date with January 7, 1997, because I just knew they were there in 1996 but hadn't heard from them yet). It was like a precursor as if they were saying, we've been here all along - you knew that - you felt us - well now you're hearing us so don't freak out.
Both the gnawing pain and the ability to look at pain throughout my body with my mind happened at the same time. This would be eight years and two months after my abduction, which would mean that whatever means they used to talk to me and the ability to see pain in my body with my mind, took place well after my last abduction.
The only plus to this particular pain is that it was changed, or improved, or fixed because it use to pulse, which drove me nuts and now it doesn't. The pain is still there, but only on occasion now and usually that occasion is when I am involved with a subject that is controversial either while watching television or just talking with someone.
I've mentioned time and time again that I have visions while in an awake state. Visions are not pain free. Each time I have a vision both temples are tout and I have pressure like one would have if you pressed your thumb as hard as possible in the temple area. This pain subsides as soon as a vision is over. As well, I feel great pressure in both of my eyes. Sometimes it is so great it feels like they are bulging. When the vision is over or I walk it off, my eyes go back to normal. By "walk it off" I mean if I get up and walk around they'll stop the vision because they know I'm angry or had too much.
Frequently, I have what feels like a needle going into my left armpit. At that very moment, it feels as if something is moving into my armpit and going directly to the center of my chest at the sternum. Again I experience nausea for a few moments but it goes away quickly. Once again, and not so coincidental, it always happens just previously to a lengthy conversation with someone. The conversation again is always a controversial issue about something important like global conditions, environmental issues, drugs, alcoholism, crime, health, government and the like.
I've commented on the Internet in regard to the descriptions of what takes place in my brain since November 2004. What you're reading here I've written previously many times over the past three years. I say these things because this picture below I just discovered today (edited in - November 12, 2007) and boy oh boy, is it the epitome of my descriptions. I was dumbfounded when I discovered this picture and can only think about the artist and what kind of experience their idea came out of.
Occasionally I have what feels like a small needle going into my neck at the top of the spine at the brain stem. Also, and quite frequently I have that similar small needle going into my head on both sides above my neck to the right and left of the brain stem.
Mostly, however, I feel more of the same (I call them sticks) on the right, left and forward parts of my brain. They usually always go in and they come out shortly thereafter, however sometimes, they are left in for a few hours to a day. The sticks that are short lived, last for just a few minutes. These sticks are just like you get when someone is taking blood from you or giving you a shot of something. It's like a needle going in and then coming out but a little finer. What's important here is that visually I can see it with my mind as if it's going through the cranium directly into the brain and then that action is reversed.
Not every day but many days through the week I fell as if my blood is literally boiling. Throughout the day when they are will me, it feels like my blood is on fire. Every square inch of skin feels like it's on fire and burning ever so slightly. It's liveable, but just the same it's forever constant once it begins and just drives me nuts. Suddenly after an hour or four, it'll just disappear.
There is not much in the way of physical pain involved in everything I've mentioned but tremendous physical pain in some of it. When there is little pain involved, I just know it is happening and I feel something but it is not like the thing in or on the back of my head (soft spot). When the sticks are in for the short term, I do have a degree of DE-realization and I experience great fear. When the sticks are in for the long-term (a few hours or a day), I go into depression and don't come out until they take it out. What's odd is when they do take it out, I am 100% as if nothing happened.
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« Reply #1 on: Feb 25th, 2007, 10:00am » |
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Of course, with conversations with them, these are tests they are performing while checking things out. That statement requires a totally new thread, not to mention what and why they are doing this to me, their little lab rat. It had everything to do with what was to follow.
Before I go on, let me mention that I wasn't working yet and was simply a stay home mom so don't be confused by the next paragraph since I mention working but I hadn't quite started working yet with them by my side.
All of the pokes and prods and sticks I have defined above I have experienced while sitting, standing, working, driving, or just talking on the phone. It happens continually throughout the day while I am at work. It all appears to settle down as I return home from work. However, on the drive home, I will feel absolutely miserable. The moment I reach my daughter's school to pick her up, the pain has completely disappeared. We go home, I make dinner and everything has completely subsided as if it never happened and I feel 100% again. Very shortly after my duties with dinner and helping my daughter with her homework are over, it starts up all over again and remains that way until I pick her up at school the next day.
My job I had was working for the County of Orange in Santa Ana, California. Do you know how difficult it is to land a job with a County and how much time it takes? Ask a county worker someday because it takes months if not years for someone to acquire such a job. I got my job working for the County in a matter of a few days simply through real obvious synchronicity - I just never knew who was putting on the performance.
Of course my job working for the County wasn't going to be just any job but rather had to be something that was going to be up the alien's alley and to their liking. I applied for many different catagories within the county's system but what I ended up getting will not surprise you.
My new job, which I was hired for was working for the County Probation Department. Boy oh boy is that extremely controversial and right up their alley. Considering that I got that job, I knew then what kinds of things they were looking for about mankind. They wanted the smut and the grusome problems we have today.
I knew my very first day that the aliens would be using me during my work. My duties throughout the day concerned primarily a Gang Violence Suppression Unit, of which there were two, and eventually and in addition, the Special Enforcements Unit, which performed search and seizure with dogs for drug labs, weapons and also performed search and seizure for poronography on released sex offenders.
On occasion and when overburdened with Court reports, I would help out the Sex Offender Unit and the Domestic Violence Unit. As well, when also overburdened with Court reports, I would work at a different location helping out a Juvenile Supervision Unit and an Adult Supervision Unit in Santa Ana. I also frequented the Gang Violence Suppression Unit in Lake Forest when they were behind on their reports too.
I was good and expedient in what I did and was frequently shifted to a location that needed added assistance in preparing Court reports for their officers since I was always caught up.
All units were a stones throw from my desk. Approximately 9 officers were assigned to each unit and in respect to the gang unit there were two so a total of 18 officers there.
All along, it is as if another is viewing along with me every facet of my day at work. Alongside me, they watched me prepare over 2,000 Probation Violation Court Reports, Progress Reports, Bench Warrants, Pretrials, Dispositions, etc., etc., etc.
As well, two of these locations I worked at were reporting areas for probationers to come and make their weekly or bi-monthly visit with their Probation Officer. At those locations and throughout the day I could feel the aliens coming and going within me while visiting. Actually, each time they would leave it would be as if a large burden was lifted because at the same time, a tremendous amount of pain was always lifted from me.
At my usual location in the Gang Violence Suppression Unit, often I would be typing away and suddenly an officer would walk in the door up to my desk and I would feel the all to common "wooosh" through my body. Sometimes, it's like a wiggle but usually a woosh, like a wave. This is a pain free experience. My only concern was the officer and what in the heck were they doing with him. Without going into great detail, I would always ask the officer where he had been and I got the gist that they were roaming around the gang areas with the officer. Either that or visiting a gang member in jail or juvenile hall. Like I said before, they use me as a vehicle and then bounce around and do their own thing once I'm at work.
Well, I solved my own problem and I quit my great job I had with the Probation Department at the county. On that very day, the pain in the back of my head had disappeared completely however, the sticks still happened occasionally. Two months later I went to work in a hospital ER (synchronicity 'again' I imagine) and immediately all of the pain returned my very first day on the job, however, completely disappears upon walking out the door and walking to my car after work and does not reappear until I go to work the next morning.
That was a temp job and when it was over I went to work at the cities local water source. Once again, the same thing happened. They started pushing my buttons again but this time, after three weeks, I just quit work and haven't worked since. So, as of 2003, exactly 8 years to the day since I heard their first voice, I quite work and refuse to go back to work ever again until they LEAVE ME ALONE!
They knew financially I didn't have to work and so it makes no never mind to them but, just the same, they won't quit and leave me alone. Instead, they do other things, which are numerous because I do have to get out of bed each morning and run errands, which always puts me in a controversial position at some point.
Benevolent but yet malevolent
Besides the above, the worst pain of all is the yakkity yak junk. The difference between the humans and aliens is the difference between words and thoughts. The human spirits speak with thoughts. These are pain free. When the aliens speak it is like a marble bouncing off of glass. Each word and each sentence hurts every single moment. I can't put enough emphasis on this paragraph, however, I have cried buckets over the years from this particular pain, which is extremely excruciating throughout the day.
This is not my only reasoning for their malevolence since I would have to think that implants are involved. Outside of that I wouldn't have a clue as to how they are communicating.
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« Reply #2 on: Oct 16th, 2007, 1:40pm » |
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on Oct 16th, 2007, 06:02am, DK wrote:| Scientology uses this same effect for PR. Please believe I am not equating you to a scientologist- I am merely pointing out that it works for submission if you believe you are out numbered (its the if you can't beat them you may as well join them). |
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That's good because I have absolutely NO associations with anything.
Very true though and there is a bigger chance that it is only one individual utilizing different voices. My thoughts appear to be thought activated too, which means that I could be talking with a d_amn computer for all I know and not even a real alien being. Isn't that weird sounding. We don't really know. Their technology is so 'out there' that we'll really never know how they do it and instead just guess.
My experiences are one thing but they may be made to appear as such. Maybe they want me to think one thing (comfort reasons) but it's actually the contrary.
I just know the difference between human thought interacting with the human spirit, which is essentially pain free since it is a thought but with the aliens it's words that hurt horribly so when they do it.
I read the following recently and it pertains to what us humans can do already do and almost do today in regard to communicating with the human mind in a symbiote fashion with a computer. This is why I say that I could be talking to a d_amn computer for all I know because if we've come this far, how far have the aliens come?
Quote:"In the grand scheme of brain-machine interfaces, this is a complete paradigm change," said Justin C. Sanchez, Ph.D., a UF assistant professor of pediatric neurology and the study's lead author. "This idea opens up all kinds of possibilities for how we interact with devices. It's not just about giving instructions but about those devices assisting us in a common goal. You know the goal, the computer knows the goal and you work together to solve the task."
These “brain computers” are programmed with complex algorithms that can interpret thoughts. But the algorithms used in current brain-machine interfaces are incapable of adapting to change, Sanchez explains. They are order-takers, but not adaptive problem-solvers.
"The status quo of brain-machine interfaces that are out there have static and fixed decoding algorithms, which assume a person thinks one way for all time," he said. "We learn throughout our lives and come into different scenarios, so you need to develop a paradigm that allows interaction and growth."
Sanchez and his colleagues tested out evolving brain-machine interface using rats.
The rats’ brains were fitted with tiny electrodes that capture thought signals. Three rats were taught how to move a robotic arm toward a target using just their thoughts. Each time they succeeded, the rats were rewarded.
The computer, on the other hand, was programmed to earn as many points as possible by figuring out how to help the rat. The closer a rat moved the arm to the target, the more points the computer received, which helped the computer determine which brain signals lead to the most rewards. The computer then knew how to streamline the process to make it more efficient and ultimately easier for the rats.
The researchers made things progressively more difficult for the rats by requiring them to hit targets that were placed farther and farther away. However, the symbiotic relationship between the computer and the rats allowed the rats to complete tasks more efficiently each time despite the increasing difficulty. |
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I should change my screen name to alien_lab_rat. lol
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« Reply #3 on: Oct 30th, 2007, 7:26pm » |
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Alien 'possession'? I feel you must be unique in this unfortunate situation you find yourself in as I have never come across such a set of circumstances surrounding one individual.
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« Reply #4 on: Oct 30th, 2007, 7:46pm » |
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on Oct 30th, 2007, 7:26pm, DigitalDreamer wrote:| I have never come across such a set of circumstances surrounding one individual. |
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But I have. Contactees are not a dime a dozen but others do exist. We find each other on various forums eventually. Most don't tell people others outside of other contactees.
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Most intriguing, you have suffered this for 10 years correct?, have you ever thought of approaching a researcher such as David Jacobs or Budd Hopkins? Do you expect this to continue for another 10 years or more?
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on Oct 30th, 2007, 8:06pm, DigitalDreamer wrote:| Most intriguing, you have suffered this for 10 years correct?, have you ever thought of approaching a researcher such as David Jacobs or Budd Hopkins? Do you expect this to continue for another 10 years or more? |
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What for? I know what I know. I don't need another to confirm it and I'm not interested in any kind of notoriety certainly. I have conversed with Budd Hopkins via email in the past. That was a very long time ago however. Somewhere around 1998. They really had their hands full back then too since abductions were more prevalent. They're quite rare at this present moment. I haven't heard of an authentic abudction for a very long time. However, contactees are on the rise. Both Budd and David will have to change their fields in order to produce any new books anyway. lol
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on Oct 30th, 2007, 8:06pm, DigitalDreamer wrote:| Do you expect this to continue for another 10 years or more? |
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More then anything in the whole wide world, I wish I had the answer to this. They say "soon". But what's soon? They drive me nuts with their "soon".
I sense that something has to give first but I don't know what that something is.
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on Oct 30th, 2007, 8:06pm, DigitalDreamer wrote:| Most intriguing, you have suffered this for 10 years correct? |
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January 7, 1997 first contact (when they started talking to me) so almost 11 years. I was 44 years old at the time. However, in the fall of 1995 I got the following OBE, which showed me that they were already in my life in 1995. So technically, they've been with me for 12 years already. Besides the following, things just weren't right ever since the fall of 1995. I had a considerable amount of synchronicity in my life already (before 1997). I had a various amounts of paranormal activity during that time frame as well.
Whatever you do, do not take this literal because they can be the trickster. They lead people to believe things that comfort them. In other words, the following OBE was made to happen in order to SELL me on something, which means it's probably a bunch of beezwax on their part.
In my eyes, it was a full blown con job, which I actually fell for, for about a year or so.
This will show you how low they will go though to draw you into their scheme of things.
Dream (OBE type) Very vivid, lucid
I got this one around the time that OJ Simpson was found not guilty so that would be about September/October of 1995. I am using memory by association, since that is what was on the television when I got out of bed that morning but I do not know exactly what date it was since it wasn't the actual day that Simpson was found not guilty but shortly prior to that time frame.
This was a biggie but I didn't find it necessary to pay attention to the dates yet. The only thing I remember is constantly telling myself to NEVER forget this experience that I just had. It was as if someone else was constantly reminding me to go over it and over it and over it so that I would not forget it. Now I sit here and think only this - "why was it so important unless they were up to something". Like I said earlier, they can be a trickster because they use visions and OBEs such as this for pacification.
Anyway, it was always important that I recall it in it's entirety so I would rewind it and play it back in my head each and every day. Obviously someone else was prompting me to do so. This is a frequent occurrence for me, and still is today with their little subliminal peeps.
Anyway, I've had 12 years to decipher this one but you all tell me what you see.
Very, very vivid and I remember every detail still today. This dream was a major turning point in my life and 16 months before I heard from them 24/7.
This dream was extremely lengthy and I was definitely in REM sleep. It was September 1995, 16 months before my first vision. I found myself in what appeared to be a small chapel with pews, (SEE, their going to try and pull the church thing on me for pacification - pretending I'm somebody I'm not) a platform stage and a podium. There were many others around but at first I couldn't make them out.
Two others were holding me up. I can only say that they were dark ET spirit (ghost) figures and very large. There was one on each side of me and literally holding me off the floor because I could not stand on my own two feet. (That was suppose to mean that they would be with me because I won't be able to stand on my own two feet) I had given them the name Mutt and Jeff since one was taller than the other. Mutt and Jeff play a very important part in my last 12 years since they are responsible for all the sticks, pokes and prodding that goes on and in my body. I'll get to that some other time and elsewhere since it's very entailed because they've been with me now for 12 years last August.
Anyway, I'm hanging in the air in front of the very first pew and suddenly a man (human looking) appeared wearing a long robe similar to those worn somewhere in BC. No, not a Jesus figure so don't go there - it was just a man.
The man had really no meaning except that he did that thing that guys do with the corner of their mouth to a woman (like a "hey chicky" kind of off the corner of the mouth) lol I don't know what you would call it. Anyway, with that there were obvious feelings that went through me that represented trouble. I gave that guy a name and called him Jack because Jack is representative of a sailor who would do such things (Cracker Jacks the sailor) and my dad's name is Jack who was also a sailor and trust me this is something he would do to a woman. Dirty ole man kind of guy. lol
Anyway, this man walked across the stage to the podium and I could also sense that he didn't want to be doing this and he felt very uncomfortable in that robe. Suddenly at the podium was a short hooded person standing there instead of Jack. I didn't even have time to blink and such things like that happened. This short hooded person approached me and I knew it to be an alien. I say "knew it to be" because I really did know it to be an alien. Obviously someone was telling me it was an alien.
Behind me about 25 feet was a girl in the background swearing up a storm. Every word under the sun.
I turned around from looking at her for a moment and a younger man walked out in front of me totally naked and also very embarrassed because of it. The lighting had changed and it wasn't as bright as it was previously and the stage was gone I couldn't see it. It was there but I couldn't see it. This man (young guy mid 20ish) walked toward me and said, "does she know yet" and then he stepped inside me. (There was no answer to his question).
This was followed by another man who stepped inside of me (and I can't remember what he looked like or anything about him) and then a third man with a big humongous scar on his face (the length of his face) who I also sensed didn't want to do this stepped inside of me.
All of this time, the hooded alien is directing everyone as to who is next, the two dark figures are still holding me up off the ground and that girl in the back of the church is still swearing up a storm behind me. She was human looking and had dark short hair but I knew she was not a human.
After that and at the end of the dream, a large (what looked like a burlap bag) (I say burlap bag but another said sackcloth. I cared to dismiss that since I won't do the Bible thing so in my mind it WAS and will always be a burlap bag) was placed over me and the others who were already inside of me. ** I'm laughing here ** They're always trying to do this church thing with me but I don't allow it because I can feel that it's a ruse of sorts.
Before this bag went over my head I remember thinking, "aren't you going to answer that question about (does she know yet)?" But there was no answer from the person putting this bag over my head who was a very religious person but I don't know who, I just know that that is what he was and I felt it too. I sense he had to be a part of what was happening here and nothing more except that I knew he was (can't find the right words) holy I guess I'll say. Young guy by the way - late 20's.
All lights went out and I immediately woke up with a tremendously great feeling that tingled all over my whole body from my head to my toes. This feeling disappeared within 10 or so seconds. This dream was a major turning point in my life like I mentioned since everything under the sun has happened to me since. The dream took place in the high desert in Apple Valley, California, again in the desert.
This dream continued................
(same dream) OBE
Two years after the above dream, while living in Long Beach, CA in 1997, it was replayed again, and again another OBE type of experience but with one change and that was an additional being (tall- over 6 feet - female alien) walked inside of me. The woman had legs that resembled a frog but they were straight and not bent. She was obviously reptilian. She was with me every day since and is still here with me today. The "B" word is probably the only description I can give her. She appears to assist Muff and Jeff with what it is they do.
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« Reply #9 on: Oct 12th, 2008, 8:48pm » |
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 Why do you think they chose you? I myself belive i am a contactee. I dont think i was abducted but was very close to them once as a boy. I have physical scars that i cannot explain. I sometimes feel your pin in the armpit. I feel the pain insede my head like you but it has fadded as ive grown older. I liked your postings and was glad to have stumbled upon this ufo footage as well as hearing about your trials as a victim to the untold truth about who we are as well as who else is here with us all. if you'd like to respond to me my email is akdave23@hotmail.com.
God Bless you.
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« Reply #10 on: Oct 13th, 2008, 10:08am » |
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on Oct 12th, 2008, 8:48pm, Guest-David wrote:| Why do you think they chose you? |
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I've never believed anything other than the fact that it's a crap shoot. The only thing different about me is that I'm Eidetic and that's all.
Quote:| I myself belive i am a contactee. I dont think i was abducted but was very close to them once as a boy. I have physical scars that i cannot explain. I sometimes feel your pin in the armpit. I feel the pain inside my head like you but it has fadded as ive grown older. |
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The pain is on again, off again so it doesn't fade, it just doesn't happen until they're doing something. Like yesterday, I got the typical pain like a needle going into my skull. I've had that before and shortly thereafter there will be a light that I see with my eyes open or shut. The light is many colors - brilliant colors. It starts out really small and then increases in size until it's bigger than my head and then it is no longer in my view of sight. Really weird, isn't it? I'm not into the Chakra thing but the implication is that is what they're showing me.
The colors are the yellowest yellows and the bluest blues, they're just breathtaking and so brilliant, difficult to duplicate. They're like candy apple red versus bright red. Just extremely brilliant.
The arm pit pain is (rule of thumb) something going into the sternum, which I personally think has to do with 'sound' or rather vibrations from our voice. Why they do that one is a long and complicated story, which I won't go into here.
If you do have such things happen, there is a very important reason for it. An answer to this question, could be the answer. Have you or are you in a position (job) that is in some fashion 'controversial'? Let me know.
I'll keep your address handy. I'll put it in my contacts. I'm at aliencasebook@yahoo.com
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Quote: "The pain is on again, off again so it doesn't fade, it just doesn't happen until they're doing something. Like yesterday, I got the typical pain like a needle going into my skull. I've had that before and shortly thereafter there will be a light that I see with my eyes open or shut. The light is many colors - brilliant colors. It starts out really small and then increases in size until it's bigger than my head and then it is no longer in my view of sight. Really weird, isn't it? I'm not into the Chakra thing but the implication is that is what they're showing me.
The colors are the yellowest yellows and the bluest blues, they're just breathtaking and so brilliant, difficult to duplicate. They're like candy apple red versus bright red. Just extremely brilliant..."
The weird pinpoint of crystalized, oscillating color/light that grows until you can't see it anymore - Sent me to the ER years ago...It was followed by crushing pain in the frontal lobes. I had an MRI, and was told that I was having a migraine. I get this in fairly predictable events - 2 or three a week followed by four or more months of nothing. Though I suspected allergies, I can't exactly pin that down. Given the odd 'visits' that we have, I now wonder what else it is, if anything...
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Re: MY PAIN AS A CONTACTEE AND WHY
« Reply #12 on: Oct 24th, 2008, 4:33pm » |
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on Oct 24th, 2008, 07:47am, thetigersoul wrote:| The weird pinpoint of crystalized, oscillating color/light that grows until you can't see it anymore - Sent me to the ER years ago...It was followed by crushing pain in the frontal lobes. I had an MRI, and was told that I was having a migraine. I get this in fairly predictable events - 2 or three a week followed by four or more months of nothing. Though I suspected allergies, I can't exactly pin that down. Given the odd 'visits' that we have, I now wonder what else it is, if anything... |
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I've never have headaches associated with what happens in regard to the 'colored lights' and I've had maybe one migraine in my entire life. Dunno.
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